There has been period in my life in last one month, where I
have been struggling to do things I want to do in life. It has been frustrating
time in the life, I was unable to react the way generally I do but I could not
find a valid reason for that. I was at a loss to find any reason. I looked
exhausted and more so cup full with all his old thought so there is no scope
for new thoughts.
Whenever I wanted to write anything, I had idea in my mind
and yet I was unable to write in my laptop or in my diary (Writing dairy is
much more complicated then writing blog). I could not understand why it is
happening to me, and no answer was there. I went on to read lots of new blog and also
tried to get in touch with more new people so I can see got know how to write
more new topics. But after all my efforts there was no response coming from my
inner self. I questioned myself, my inner motivation and also to my belief of
my thought process.
It happens to most of time to any person when he starts
repeating itself in his own work. I have been doing that for long time in my writing
and also in my work. I have always tried to take a safer view rather than the
view I have to publish. It all had lead to a mental block in my head which I
was not able to overcome. I felt trapped and also totally bored in the way I
took that thing. Personally it was a good thing to happen to me as it opened my
eye up a little bit.
Life is strange; you never know what will motivate you and
what will not. You always keep on re inventing yourself in thing world. Well
people say it’s hard to be remaining a kid then how could our thinking be same
all the time. How could we like the same thing and same thing will motivate me
again. But sometime you can’t answer the entire question as some answer is best
answered by TIME.
