The small things for Happiness

I am opening up myself once again after a gap of long time on my blog. It has been almost a month since I have written something about my life in my blog. In between I tried a lot to write about lots of thing starting from college life to someone social life, from our friend’s love life to our college cruses but I could write any one of them.

I asked myself thousand time’s what has happened to you saifi, how are not able to write anything?

I noticed a pattern which was scary in me. I was fed up with all the daily routine of office and home. It didn’t leave the time for me which I loved to have. Usually whenever I start to read the novel I finish in 2 to 3 days. But now I have been reading, “Second chance” for almost a month and still I am in the same chapter. Does I lost the appetite for the reading, oh come on how could I. it was the inner conflict which I could not decide which thought was right and which was not about myself.

With each day things were getting worse for me as I could not able do the things that once I loved most. So I came so close to quite all things I love from blogging to listening to music and also sometimes reading lots of blog.

Then one day there was rain in the city and from my office window I saw outside there was few kids playing in the rain. They all were so free spirit and enjoying the rain. It has been so long since I have enjoyed the pure drops of water from god. I thought in my inner self why? But no answer came.

I sat down to clear my head. The few thoughts that came in my mind were something like this:

I need to meet more often to my friends whom with I enjoy spending time

I need to start again following the blogs I love to read, football that I love (Chelsea club need to followed), start eating all kind of food which I missed in last few months

Most important was to start putting up my blog once again on the map. I don’t want to lose this part of my life in which I have invested so much of time. J

Well these all thins I decide about last week and this in my 3^rd post in last 3 days. It is nice feeling to doing what I wanted to do. I hope to not go on the same lane once again but some time you life become so bore that you need to show life that “I AM ALIVE, LET ME LIVE IT MY OWN WAY”……

P.S.: Well if in your life there are two ladies from which one motivate me and other motivates me to not do that things. Well then it always tough because you know you can’t say NO to either one…:)

The death of old lady

Mr. Salman khan wrote in his twitter account after his family driver killed a lady in the road.

"Feel sad for the lady. It is really very sad that she was homeless n sleeping on the roads, may god rest her soul in peace. Bache honge, they must have thrown her out of the house, which is why she landed on the road. Unfortunately, an accident happened on the sets of Dabangg also."

Well most of people who love the actor will say look it was accident. I to agree with all of them but the difference is that one person was killed in that incident. No body from his family has come forward to say it is bad and take action against the driver. I know he must be loyal servant to be backed by Mr. Khan himself. But the irony is on that same day Mr. Amir Khan show was shown in the morning saying avoid alcoholic driving to avoid accident.

No I was thinking everybody is busy in focusing on the issue of what Mr. Khan has to day, what his family is doing. What about the lady who lost her life? In the end it will be her mistake to lose her life.

It was her mistake to living in the streets; it was her mistake to come in the front of car of Mr. Khan family driver, it might be her mistake to lose life because who care for her in the world. That is the irony of Indian system; the person is free after killing the lady but still no body care about her. In the end we will go and watch and support Mr. Khan for fight against all the odds for his heroin in her films but do he earn the respect. He has lost mine that is for sure.

I am no body to stand against him or write against him, but even if it was accident then also does that make this crime less to protect his driver. Killing someone is fine if it is road accident, that to if you have star support with you. This incident makes you realize two things:

     

1. Daily there are so many Incident happened but no actions are taken any one of them.
2. Killing in road accident is not crime; it is crime to come in front of car because it is your duty to save yourself.

We will talk about this for 2 days and then we all will forget about this. And there will be thousand of life will be lost in the road accident but nobody will care. When I see these people get freed by our system then I think how a common man could get justice in this country. This is a personal opinion, Please support to get justice to that old women who died not because of hunger, not because of any disease but because somebody can’t drive the car carefully.

P.S.: I like Salman Khan but now I don't respect him just because he is not "BEING HUMAN" any more...