I could not find this question answer, I thought about it
and realized there are few things in life which we don’t do because of any
reason, we do it because we love to do it. we love the process of doing it, we
enjoy the way it is done, and also we enjoy the end product of it and the
admiration of people after that ( I think last one is the most important factor
for me to write).
When I started this blog, it was just a thought something in
college days where I could do something, few of friends also joined me in the
process of writing in initial days, and they were more vocal than me, they
written more blog then me and better blogs then me I should say. But with time
they all disappeared, It not they are not present, they all are still my best
friends but they could not give them time to blog from there busy schedule.
After some time my enthusiasm also dropped big time and I stopped writing and
updating anything on blog. There was a gap of around 7 to 8 month in which I
did nothing on blog. I lost my motivation for this blog, why I should write,
for whom I should write and what I should write was the hardest question for
me. I don’t have answer for any of the question; I though hang on minute these
things don’t excite to me anymore, so I should make a quit from this. After
that there was a long silence form my side in blogging. If you ask me today, do
I regret that, I would say no because that time made me realize what I missed
and what should I not miss any more. I could not afford or will do anytime
soon.
Blogging has its own set of problem; people can say it is
easy but in really apposite. Once people start reading your blog you become
more conscious about what people are thing about your blog, you post, what they
thing about your post, they like it or not, will it hurt some sentiments. It is
like becoming a circle which has no end, you just keep on thinking, and one
popular post put you under more presser to update better most post next time. I
have seen those times when I used to think 100 times before updating anything.
But now those thoughts are not in my mind, I know for whom I am writing, I am
writing first and foremost for myself. The other might like it or might not
like it also, but I can’t appease everyone, I have to be true to myself. That
was the time when I realized about the other topic to write apart from my
college life. And that day I made a promise from myself, that I would not write
about college life, until and unless I can stay true to myself, which I know in
college life memories I have not been.
Today when I see back at the journey, I find so many
movement when I want to say quit, so many movement when I was happy but there
where most of time when I don’t have any clue what I am doing. I have learned
about blogging and everything by doing. I learned how to customized your blog
and design it, how to add facebook comment, how to add like box, how to add
share box and some other tech thing, even though I don’t know anything about
coding and could not understand it. But it was my passion for this blog which
made me learn so many things.
The biggest learning experience has been the handling of
stats, when I stated there was no clue about the analytics, I don’t what it
means and how to do the analysis of things, but that is where my startup work
comes to my help. I read and read more about it on net to know about how to
handle things and how to do thing.
Slowly and gradually I came to know about most of things and it helped
me in other things also. Learning is the best thing you can do anything, because
you can see many things which you can never see before.
I hope to learn far more thing from this blogging, and if it
can help in any other form then that is added bonus for me. Life is like that,
we love the thing we like to do.
