It doesn’t take long to figure this part about my writing,
my English grammar sucks. By the time you will finish reading this blog, you
might even wonder why this person write so much with this kind of bad grammar
and also spelling mistake. But that is what keep me going is my love for
writing. I am open to write in Hindi to be better at it, but problem is that my
computer doesn’t allow me to write in Hindi. This was one of primary reason why
stopped my blog on any social networking site with my friends, because they
always moan about my bad English. I don’t how to reply them, so I started
avoiding sharing with them.
I started this blog around 2 year back, I almost update 5
blog on average a month, but still flow is missing from writing. I have not
been able to master the flow which connects a story, somehow without knowing my
blog goes from start to end in different note. They all start on good point but
in the middle it all get mess up, maybe because as I writer patience is not my
forte. I often want to write too much too soon but end up writing too
less. But once I read it again then the
realization part arise about missing ingredient in my blog. If you ask me am I
happy with my writing standard on my blog, I will always say no, because that
is one thing which I am still learning to improve. May be because I never think
as a writer where connecting part is very important, I still think as a just
simple person where voicing a opinion matter no matter how you say it.
In English I often end up getting confused by this grammar,
what to use after what, why we have to use it and why not. In writing if you
start in past tense then you keep it like that. I keep making mistakes in these
basic things, and often I don’t realize it also till the time I publish my
blog. After that there is no looking back, I can edit it, but being lazy person
I always avoid that. After thinking a
lot about it, I realize that I miss the editing part in my writing; there has
been hardly anything which I edit from my original draft. May be because I like
it that way, but lately I have realize that editing is the key to keep improving
standard of writing and avoiding mistake in writing. If you can edit you blog
then you can also thing about finding and cutting down the error. It is human
tendency to make error, but editing part always allows us chance to find the
error and eliminate it. May be that is one part which I can improve in my
writing.
Well on the point of my grammar, I still think there is lots
of scope on improvement. I keep reading more, writing more but in the end point
am editing more to keep my mistake in minimum. This year I really want to put
focus on my writing so I can improve.
P.S.: Don’t Judge me on the basis of what you read, just
judge me by me effort sometime as well.. J
