The Magic Number (Part 1)

I don’t know how to explain this but for the first time in my life I am thinking about “Har ek marks jarori hota hai”.

Let me first tell you all the events that unfolded last night so you all can understand.

It was around 11 PM in the night and I was just about to sleep. Usually at that time we all use to watch TV especially some daily sope of our great Indian television. But last night as raj was busy in his poerty and Jayant was busy in chatting with someone on facebook so I decided to sleep. My phone started ringing and it showed name of my close friend (Name can’t be disclosed as she don’t want to be famous). As I picked up phone she started saying something about her IBPS result which I was not able to understand. I thought why she is upset as she knows about not qualifying from past one month since the day result was out. I asked her about that.

She told me, “Today I saw my score card on IBPS and you know I missed qualification by one marks”. She missed qualification by a single mark that to in objective paper. I can’t stop laughing to hear it, 1 mark? Come on you must be joking was my first reaction. How can nobody give you one mark when they know it can be diff. between pass fail. But she didn’t qualify for the IBPS. She talked with me for about 40 min. how she felt and it made her sick that she missed qualification for IBPS written by 1 marks. I tried to console her but she was on her usually only talking not listing to me.

Those who don’t how IBPS works, you have to give exam every six month and its score is valid for 1 year by that score card you can apply for all the listed bank who accept IBPS score card. So you have a better chance of getting throurgh. Meanwhile there exam happens in two part:

1.        Objective 
2.        Subjective

 You have to qualify objective question so that your subjective copy can be checked. As usual my friend was not able to qualify the objective one.

Well after talking to her I thought about checking my score card of IBPS. I opened my mail id and searched my roll no and opened IBPS for score card. Well I was not even anxious for the result as I have not yet checked the score or result because somehow deep in my heart I knew I had screwed the paper and I do not want to check the result. I made my mind to check my score card and was ready to enter all details for score card and put my roll no and date of birth…….

CLICKED ON SUBMIT….

RESULT SEARCHING……………………………………………………………

P.S.: That result has something in store for me. It made me feel OMG… wait for part 2 to see what the result has in store for me.

Muddato baad aaj use dekha to ...ye ehsas hua

Muddato baad aaj use dekha to ...ye ehsas hua …..

Ek  jamane me unse muhabbat hua kati thi

Barso maine khud ko samjhaya tha.. .. ki  wo b mujhpe marti thi…

Par shayad kehne se darti thi …..

Waqt ki dhoool me mera wo kachha pyar bhi  dhundhla ho gya

Aur mai kuch kar gujarne ki chah me kai kho gya …..

Aaj  mudato baad use dekha to ye ehsas hua…….

Ek jamane me unse muhabbat hua karti thi…

Ek pal ke liye waqt mano kai ruk sa gya  ….

Anjane hi mai pichli yaado ki  taraf  jhuk sa gya ….

Wo pehle pyar ka ehsaas hi kuch aur tha ….

Jispe  na to koi bandish thi …na umar ka jor tha ….

Wo uski ek  jhalak pane ko roj  school  ana..

Aur uske dekhne par aapni najre churana ….

Uske hi khyalo me pura din aur shame dhala karti thi….

Aaj mudato baad use dekha to ye ehsaas hua ….

Ek jamane me unse muhabbat hua karti thi…

Uske liye mai duniya bhulana chahta tha ….

Use bas aapna banana chahta tha ….

Bawra maan sapne bhi sajane laga tha …..

Aur ab mai kuch jada hi mushkurane laga tha ….

Yaad hai wo manjar jab mai fail hua tha

Use kho dene ke ehsaas ne pehli baar dil ko chua tha

Sham dhale dosto ne bataya tha .. …

Tera result sun kar wo roi thi ….

sare gam bhula kar khusi me maine bhi apni palke bhigoi thi..

Aaj mudato baad use dekha to ye ehsaas hua …..

Ek jamane me unse muhabbat hua karti thi….

khuli ankhon me kaid hai wo din ….jab uske bhai ne dhamkaya tha…

mere is bachpan ke najuk dil ko dhamkiyo se  daraya tha

tab  badki didi ne bhi pyar se samjaya tha …..

Usko bhool jao ….ye waqt nai hai tumhara is chakkar me padne ki…

Ye samay hai aage badhne ka ……

Nakamiyo ne mujhe tod diya tha ….rooh talak jhakjhor diya tha ..

Sab kuch bhoolana tha …ek naya” RAJ “ chalana tha …

Tab jakar maine apne khood ko pehchana tha …

Aaj mudato baad use dekha to ye ehsaas hua ….

Ek jamane me unse muhabbat hua karti thi…

waqt ke sath  har cheez badly….

mai badla meri zindagi badly….

tab samajh aaya ki badi takat hoti hai khamosiyo me ….

Kuch nai rakha hai in pyar ki behosiyo me

log ab muhe janne lage the …mujhe pehchanne lage the ….

Jinki nazro me mai sabse bura tha wo mujhe ab acha manne lage the ……

Ab sab kuch tha ..naye dost , naye log nai manzeele , nai jaan….

Par in sab  se alag mai usse door hota gya …jisse thi kabhi meri pehchan …

Waqt ki dhool ne shayad uski tasveer dhundhli kar di thi ….

Jiske naam kabi maine appni zindagi kar di thi…

Aaj mudato baad use dekha to ye ehsaas hua ….

Ek jamane me unse muhabbat hua karti thi…

Yadein bhi badi ajeeb hoti hai ….hasati bhi hai rulati bhi hai …

Kabi marham banti hai jakhmo ka  to kabi unnhe kured ke satati bhi hai …

Ajab sa ehsaas hua aaj use dekha to …

meethi se chubhan hui aj barso baad jab use socha to

anginat sawal  jehan me ubhar aaye aise - waise…

agar wo pyar tha to mai use bhoola kaise …..

gujre kal me kya use kabi meri yaad nai aai….

Ya fir wo muhhe kabi samajh hi nai paai…

Fir maine khud ko samjhaya ye sab bekar ki batein hai

Ek baar jane  wale kaha laut kar  ate hai ….

Pehle pyar me kya kasis hoti hai ye baat aaj samajh me aayi hai…

Sach kehta hu aaj uski yaad bahoot aai hai …

Kyunki….

Aaj mudato baad use dekha to ye ehsaas hua ….

Ek jamane me unse muhabbat hua karti thi….

                                                        

Raj…………..

kitanaa kaam karenge....

kitanaa kaam karenge

kitanaa kaam karenge
ab aaraam karenge

tere diye hue dukh
tere naam karenge

ahal-e-dard hii aaKhir
Khushiyaan aam karenge

kaun bachaa hai jise vo
zer-e-daam karenge

[zer-e-daam = trap/defeat]

naukarii chhod ke "Saifi"
hum bhi dil ka kaam kareng

hameshaa der kar detaa huun main

hameshaa der kar detaa huun main 

zaruurii baat kahanii ho 
koii vaadaa nibhaanaa ho 
use aavaaz denii ho 
use vaapas bulaanaa ho 
hameshaa der kar detaa huun main 

madad karanii ho usakii 
yaar kii dhaadas bandhaanaa ho 
bahut deriinaa raasto.n par 
kisii se milane jaanaa ho 
hameshaa der kar detaa huun mai.n 

[deriinaa=very old/praachiin] 

badalate mausamo.n kii sair me.n 
dil ko lagaanaa ho 
kisii ko yaad rakhanaa ho 
kisii ko bhuul jaanaa ho 
hameshaa der kar detaa huun main 

kisii ko maut se pahale 
kisii Gam se bachaanaa ho 
haqiiqat aur thii kuchh 
us ko jaa ke ye bataanaa ho 
hameshaa der kar detaa huun main

In pairoo ke bus nishan rah jayege....

sarakatii jaaye hai rukh se naqaab aahistaa-aahistaa

This one I find a unique comparison between one of my favorite Ghazal. One version is from film and other one is of Ghazal. My personal choice is with Jagjit Singh. But I am sure Kishor da one is also different from what I am used to this Ghazal. It was pleasant surprise to here you favorite song in different mood. :)

This is filmi version of this urdu Ghazal sung by Kishor kumar and Lata ji.

Now let see same in the voice of some Ghazal singer...

sarakatii jaaye hai rukh se naqaab aahistaa-aahistaa
nikalataa aa rahaa hai aaftaab aahistaa-aahistaa 

jawaan hone lage jab vo to ham se kar liyaa pardaa
hayaa yakalakht aayii aur shabaab aahistaa-aahistaa 

shab-e-furkat kaa jaagaa huun farishton ab to sone do
kabhii fursat mein kar lenaa hisaab aahistaa-aahistaa 

savaal-e-vasl par unako uduu kaa Khauf hai itanaa
vo honthon se dete hain javaab aahistaa aahistaa 

hamaare aur tumhaare pyar mein bas fark hai itanaa
idhar to jaldii jaldii hai udhar aahistaa aahistaa 

vo bedardii se sar kaaTe "ameer" aur mai.n kahun un se
huzuur aahistaa aahistaa, janaab aahistaa-aahistaa 

By Ameer Minai ..

The EQUATION of my college days And Its PARAMETERS....PART 3 (From Zero to Hero)

There was one incident in my college life which change my whole college life. That incident was first semester result in which I topped. From a zero in Allahabad university to batch semester topper in IEC and the awesome part was that I was first guy after few years to do so and then only song i can think of was this.....

Frankly I was the last student expected to top the class. To be fair I was also never expecting that result from myself. I screwed 2 or 3 papers in examination badly and still end up getting highest marks. Some say that is luck and I say luck with right chance.

In my friends group I was with least attendance, my assignments were always late and apart from economics no other subject was my favorite. I hated organization behavior and stats, both papers I screwed badly. My aim was always to pass with decent marks not a single time this thought came in my mind that will score highest marks in class. In my whole life I have always thought that scoring highest marks is not good for health. Maybe I never wanted to reach on top and I was happy in my own space.

After result it was whole new experience for me. Just everybody start thinking you are intelligent, which I am not. Friends and people who know you start thinking, how the hell he can top when he was least studying and one of the laziest persons in the world. I think they were right at that time. That made them think had he has been studying while we were sleeping. In reality I was the one sleeping most and studying less. People feel jealous of you, your comments are taken more personal especially regarding study and yet you fell " I don't care about you" Attitude.

The most irritating part was when everybody started calling me SAIFI SIR. I used to think, hold on man, I am just 21 year old and SAIFI SIR Sound makes me feel like 31 year old. But to be franks I enjoyed every bit of FAME in that period. Now everybody knows me for right reason and in my whole life it has been rare.

My stint at top was short one but one of the memorable one. I didn’t deserve to be there just because I never that hard to be there. Others have work hard and believe me very hard. They all studied late night, attended full class. Where was I all that time, sleeping and relaxing?

But this incident taught me one thing. Never ever in life underestimate yourself in whatever you do. Some time underdogs also perform well and just believe in you. Yet I exceeded my all expectations.

Lastly I would like to thank all the friends because of whom I achieved that thing. Nisheeth bhai ( a bade bhai, roommate and one who know all about how I topped),  jayant ( he was one the deserving candidate of topping the semester and I toppes just because of his questions), raj( he has similar story to me just he topped from down), kshama( she always say why you write and yet she is first one read and say nice one with her cutest simle), smita( only friend whom I have irritated most in first semester) and most important my family.

Saifi Shahid

You were my crush ……till you left the college (Part 1)

LOVE is just a word until u finds some1...To give it definition

This part is derived from some from others life, some from my friend and rest from all those who hate us.

It is story of crush of my friend; it started in his first semester of MBA days. It was the time when we just interred into our new college and most of the guy were trying to look cool but there was one guy who was not worried about his looks, simply because he has been always told, “Geeks can never be cool”.  As that year our college gave the entire student B.Tech, MBA, MCA a combined fresher party and as it stand out it was the first time he took little bit notice about his crush. He has never seen her in college before, It might be because He was always absent from the college. He hoped, He would see her someday in college. As days passed He had a very little chance to interact with her seniors at that time. Everybody in his class was focused on study as they want to make the first impression good in first internals and all seniors was busy in placement preparations. Just before the exam everybody was sitting in the hostel room with their flat mates and they all were busy in studying, preparing for exam, But from his past experience in commerce He had learned that no matter how much you study in the end you will need to write what you did not studied. He gone to bed early that and on exam day he was the last to woke up in room. Everybody was thinking about paper but he was not sure why everybody was studding so much. His Guru (that’s me actually) Friend told him why all student are so keen to perform in first exam.

1. Good marks will make sure all the good girl take notice of you in class ( poor guys somebody tell them girls only take notice these types of guys when either exams or some project work are near)
2. Some of student wanted to show the so called superior student (who where apple of the eye to the teachers and some students as well) so for them also it was like the biggest war on the earth.
3. Then there were also students who don’t want to get fail in first term exam because it will kill their remaining reputation in college for the whole remaining period of MBA.( They lost their reputation due to bunking, MBA aadaa and most famous the so called panga with foreigner student)
4.  And in the there are you and me, who always think internals are formality and it is just time pass. So always be chill (and in the end we realize it’s all about the being social, you end up getting good marks without much effort because internal marks can be get with the help of right and left hand side as well)

Now back to exam day everybody was in tension. He always hated the last minute study simply because if that question comes in exam, you would always curse yourself for not studying. He was as usual late in the college for the exam. He entered in the class and everybody was busy in writing something in the copy which they have got for exam. He was looking for his Rollno in the class, His roll no was 54. He saw the guy who sits in front of me and he got his seat. He walked to the seat and made himself comfortable with exam paper and the monster answer sheet. He was filling his details in the answer sheet and suddenly somebody asked from him “Do you have pencil”, He originally thought it was his listening mistake but to his amazement again anyone said that same word “Do you have pencil”.

 He just looked in his right side; she was sitting there asking for pencil. He was chilled for one second, how could be this possible? How she is here? And what the hell she is doing my seat. He got his conscious mind back and replied,  "Sorry ma’am I don’t have pencil” and it was first time he cursed myself for not carrying the pencil in his entire life.

So what you do after that?

Just curse yourself and your friend for not having pencil. Tell me God why you have to be so cruel, the girls of his dream sitting just on the same seat and what she asks for, “pencil”. Oh just I mention which subject exam we were giving. It was STATS, the subject I used to hate most after few other subjects. So after seeing paper and seeing her just beside him, he decides to screw the paper focus on her and this was the only time when he thought paper time should be increased for some extra minute.

  

TO be continue ....( wait till my second part is finished and meanwhile you can put your question and do comment you like it or not)

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Bahut dinon ki baat hai by Salaam Machhli Shehri

bahut dinon kii baat hai
fizaa ko yaad bhii nahii
ye baat aaj kii nahii
bahut dino kii baat hai

shabaab par bahaar thii
fizaa bhii Khush-gavaar thii
na jaane kyuun machal padaa
main apane ghar se chal padaa
kisii ne mujh ko rok kar
badii adaa se Tok kar
kahaa thaa laut aaiiye i
merii qasam na jaaiiye

par mujhe Khabar na thii
maahaul par nazar na thii
na jaane kyuun machal padaa
mai.n apane ghar se chal padaa
main shahar se phir aa gayaa
Khayaal thaa ke paa gayaa
use jo mujhase duur thii
magar merii zaruur thii

aur ik hasiin shaam ko
main chal padaa salaam ko
galii kaa rang dekh kar
na_ii tarang dekh kar
mujhe badii Khushii huii
mai.n kuchh isii Khushii men thaa
kisii ne jhaa.Nk kar kahaa
paraaye ghar se jaaiiye
meri qasam na aaiiye

vahii hasiin shaam hai
bahaar jis kaa naam hai
chalaa hu ghar ko chodkar
na jaane jaauungaa kidhar
koi nahiin jo Tok kar
koi nahiin jo rok kar
kahe ke lauT aaiiye
merii qasam na jaaiiye
meri kasam naa jaaii

RAW emotions……

Last night I was reading book named “Does love happen twice” and I felt like to write something. Still I have not finished the book but there were some parts which made me write. I know it sound crazy but that what emotions can do to you sometimes. It can make you do some amazing thing while for others it may be crazy.

I know it quite complicated these days every day start from school to college to office. Every where people looking for perfection, school should be best then you should be best in school. It never ends in your life. Take college life you are competing for marks, for job, for better placement and end you don’t know where you are heading to. I know it sometime tough to say all the wrong things about student who study hard, never party and even never chill out friend. He might reach at the top of the word but does it will give him the satisfaction that he wanted in life. 

I don’t know but I remember few life, “hum apni chahtao ko pane ke liye kya nahi karte aur agar sab kuch dao pe laga ke kuch mil jaye to dil se awaz aati hai, humne ye to nahi chaha tha”.

The little things you forget while being in race. You forget your friends, family and lots of people who love you and the time you realize time has moved on but are still stuck on that time. Friends have new people in life who are more important than you, family have stopped complaining to you about calls and your where about. You want your old days back where it was all about you but life never gives you second chance. I hope it never happens to me because you can recover from this physically but in deep down in your heart you know where you would be stuck.

Maybe you will lose those beautiful movement of fighting for party, eating someone else meal, bunking the class and lots more thing. But can those movements come again when you have time but others don’t? “Prefer extra hour of joy and enjoyment over extra hour of work”.

 This is not a blog or say note. It is something which was on my mind and I put it on paper. I know it is not naturally understandable but afterall these are "RAW EMOTIONS".