With each passing year in my life, I have started to enjoy
my birthday less. I don’t why but the cakes, the party, the wishes and also
some time unexpected party don’t give me same joy as it used to give me last
year, maybe it is down to growing older which I don’t want to be. I just want
to remain a kid which I know would not be possible, but somehow if I can maintain
my innocence in life, that would be the best thing. I am feeling miserable,
because I couldn’t understand how to react to this entire happy birthday thing
each year. I should be happy that I have live one more year or I should be sad
of losing one more year of my life, without doing much in life.
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| Read the line happy birthday saifi.. :) |
Does any one remember the school time in our life, when we
used to love the birthday (I don’t know about other but definitely I used to do
that), we all used to wait for that day for whole one year in school. This was
the only day in school life when we can wear any dress of our choice rather
than our uniform and also lots of candies and chocolate where distributed in
school and the best part was when whole school used to sing the birthday song
for you. One of the best experience you can have because after that you where
not bound to give them birthday party, yes that part we start to hate once we
start to earn (this is my personal experience).
As we grow old, the same happiness starts to change with the
birthday, while we start to take birthday more seriously for gifts from family,
friends and who can give it and less for people who wishes us with heart, but
this is also a passing period in life of yours, after a certain time we learn
what is the importance of love and what is importance of gift (well gift part
is still priority to me), but other thing changes as we move on in life.
But in last few years, the birthday has not given me the
same joy as it used to give, maybe because now it has lost the innocence it
used to do. People today don’t remember you for whole year but still somehow
they drop a message on facebook with wishes, remember they will not remember it
if facebook is not there, but there are always few people who make the day for
you. They don’t wish you but make you feel embarrassed about your own birthday.
I love the way they make me feel about me on my own birthday. Thanks raj,
jayant, kshama and sleeping Khare sahab for that, well for record this year
Jayant was the first person who wished me first.
Well for record I am now 24 year old, and somehow hoping to
make my life much better in next year, this is not written to offend anyone but
it is simple reflection of change in time and friendship we are facing at
current time. And on my blog I am officially saying thanks to few early people
who dropped msg on my phone to wish me not on facebook. Rithesh babeee love you
man for your wish, seriously I don’t expected it and also from an unknown
number, who ever she or he is thanks for wishing me.
P.S.: After so many I learned today that I share my birthday
with one of my school mate, well not talked to him in long time but still it is
weird that I never knew about it.
