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Friday, January 6, 2012

INCREDIBLE JAYANT...


When I first started to write, the most difficult part was deciding about the title or say headline of my article. I hope I got that right once again.

This is again a series where I want to talk about my friends who have been part of my life in past 2 years and I hope it may last till my last day of life. It’s always hard because last time somebody complained to me you always say good words about your friends. I think they are right; I am biased towards my friends and who would not.

Now let cut the crap and enter in little world of JAYANT SINGH.

Jayant and I first met on first day of my hostel when I entered into this new world. I never ever and even he would not have thought we would become such a great buddies. We are almost of same age group with lots of things in common. We both are single boy in house and in jayant case add single child, both are pampered by our respective NANI and are more close to our mother then father.

There are few things about which make him so different from others. his laughing sound is so high that he can even beat archana puran singh in that respect, he can crack jokes at will, he is a macho man but BP in higher side (sorry to disclose it), he is a poet, dancer, actor, singer, painter on walls (particularly where he sleeps) and an upcoming DJ (this I have added from my side).

 Let’s go back to our time in hostel where we have shared so many good things. When jayant was in first semester he was one of the most studious students of our class. I still remember he used to study in midnights for the sessional exams. He used to make subject wise notes and used to study daily. Now the difference is he uses to start his course on midnight rather than finish it on midnight. He is more comfortable with enjoying life rather than reading course book.

I have been beneficiary of studious jayant on most of time. When our end term exam started in first semester he used to daily come in my room and used to ask the important topic for the exam. My reply used to be simple, “it is peak hours and charges will be there”.  I have eaten lots of Maggie and nisheeth bhai have been beneficiary of many cup of tea in midnight canteen meeting. Guess what, my prediction used to always somehow use to go opposite. If I say papers will theory, it was full of practical question. So in second semester jayant prefer not to ask from me.

One of the hidden talent he had was he used to participate in RADIO FM Contests and most of time he used to win. He won so many prizes in front of me. He used to remember every contest time in every radio channel. Whenever jayant comes in my room with smile in his face and ask for to switch on radio in the phone you can easily guess he has won something.



In between I just want to mention my favorite line which jayant used to say always. Jayant used to say, “AVOID UNNECESSAY RISK”. I have never agreed to that part but I do admit that sometime it helps. Like in crossing road and reaching on time to any place. Jayant rocks you know.

It’s hard for me to stop writing about you. I know you say you are not so emotional person; personally I do not buy that concept. You are emotional but you choose not to show many people who are you and sometime people don’t understand also. I still remember your words that in your whole life only two people have been able to know you properly. One is myself and second let’s keeps that secret with us only.

I personally want to say something to you that never think that I am not with you just because I am not with you every movement or say I am not treating you as I used to be. Just be assured situation may change in our life, time may change but I will always keep our friendship away from it. It cannot be changed just because I am not with you. It will grow just because I will never let you forget me.

So jayant enjoy the little space of your own and keep waiting for my next part. You know I have lots secret to tell about you. Till then keep commenting.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Life & etc………..


For me last few days have been most disorganized days in my life. I don’t know how to describe this part but in the reality it is simple to put your thought in words. I was thinking, it has been almost first six month in job what I have done, how much I have learned and where I want to go in my life?

These are the some question which usually plays the hockey match in mind. I am not able to decide which side I am in the life. There is one side which is happy go lucky attitude I have been carrying my whole life from my birth till day. It does not mean I am not serious about life and profession but it just that I don’t want to be a person who live his life only for earn money and realize how I have missed small things in life. But there is other way of this coin also, if you have achieved something in life or want to achieve to become successful, you have to become some sort of serious person regarding your personal and professional life. You can never assume because you do all you work people will notice your work, that’s not the case these days.

There are days when I find more motivation to work hard but there are also days when I want to run away from this hard and fast city. The balance which I have been able to maintain to get the best out of me is just seemed to be missing for a movement. Even this whole blog was just because I was not able to figure it out what I will write about.

“Kuch alfaz khoye hai maine kahi bolne me,

Kuch soch meri ruk si kahi gayi hai kisi baat pe,
Koi baat bhi thi thodi si uljhi meri dimag me,
Kuch mere dil bhi tha kisi jajbaat me,
Kuch to baat hai iss mausam me,
Main bhi samajh nahi pa raha ho mere khayalat ko”

Just trying hard to maintain the balance about love, life and etc…..

Monday, January 2, 2012

Lost Somewhere Something.......

I woke up one day to realize that I had had no “me” space in a long long time. I had completely lost touch with so many things that I enjoyed doing. Like this blog for instance, was lying in a corner with absolutely no attention from me. I hadn’t clicked a picture in a very long time. I even had no clue when the last time I had a full blast of love, life and laughter with my friends and more so with my family. Even i was surprised to here with my roommates what happened in the room in my presence and even i didn't notice. It made me very sad. I wanted to do something about it. This putting up a post was an effort to reclaim something of what I felt I had lost. The few posts that I will put up it just to make me feel nice. But then again when I was beginning to feel like I could finally write something again and make some sense of it, I lost the flow.

I tried to do too much at the same time. I was trying to regain my virtual life when my personal life and professional life itself overlapping each other so many time a day. Last couple of weeks has been very demanding both physically and emotionally. I have woken up almost every day wishing I could go back to sleep for another few hours when I know I have to drag my feet and get going. Weekends haven’t exactly been very rejuvenating either. I have been staring at my laptop screen so much that I even stopped lurking on Facebook over weekends. With what little enthusiasm I have left during weeknights and weekends, I have hung out with the friends and tried cooking ( It is lie) and more so some good thing to eat something tad more interesting than my daily day routine.

I just found new respect for those entire married woman who are working.  As my Mother was working women who used to cook for us, give time to our nonsense talk and even used have time to do his office work in the home. I think only difference I can see from that time is that she had a 9 to 5 job but now days there is a rare commodity even more than honest people in the earth. There are days when I feel like none of this worth it. Today is just one of them.